i hate public venting and acting like this but im so f(ツ)ing tired of life. everyone that i thought was my friend wants me to die. i get judged for being myself by every d●mn person i know, even by my own parents. i cry every day because of things people say to me and the ways my parents make me feel. they always assume that i always and only thing about myself but every night when i should be sleeping im laying in bed thinking about why everyone thinks im so freaking weird and hiding most of my interests so people will like me. i cant take it anymore and i genuinely just want to end my sadness. not many people would care much, almost everyone hates me so it wouldnt be a big deal if i left. and i know I should talk to my parents about my struggles but they wouldnt take me serious because im "too young too feel like that" and im just "following trends." can i have a hug from someone pls upd: added kyu kurarin and slowly forgetting your face for no reason upd: i opened up to my parents and they'll let me buy new clothes to feel more secure
