I feel disgusting. so disgusting. I never feel clean. and the thoughts in my head won’t go away I don’t know what to do and I’m scared to talk to anyone because I’m scared of being judged I’m scared of losing friends I don’t want my whole reputation to be ruined because of one thing I hate myself becuase of how disgusting, gross and weird I am. I hate that I cry at the most smallest thing. I HATE myself I HATE everything about myself.
