its been almost a year now. I had a dog named Ody, he loved everyone (except for the mail man), anytime someone would visit our house he'd get excited and leap up on them and then sit next to them, he'd always sit next to me and lay at the end of my bed at night. but last year he died of (you guessed it) cancer. it makes it even worse that almost exactly a year before that in 2024 my cat lynx died. I feel like I haven't been the same since 2024, I also feel like ever since Ody died life has just felt kind of gray. its been really hard these past few months especially for some reason, almost every night I think of the fact I'll never see his face again.
