tw - topics of grief, loss, self-putting down? it was happening again. tears spoiled the land of flurryclan yet again. there were more kittens gone, yes, and that made my heart give a pang of sadness, but someone else was gone, too. miragestar. the leader that had been leading ever since I had been a kitten. I did not remember a world without her, and new she was gone. nine lives and all. a shudder rippled through my body. what had I done to stop it? fight the wolves? no, I was weak. I was useless. I sobbed silently, chest heaving. so many had gone. who would stand up for them? nobody. useless, useless, useless. I trudged outside of camp, and I smelt something - thick and heavy. a wolf.