This morning as I am ready for school, I was talking to my mom about some family drama, and while we were talking about my grandpa (her dad) - I found out he has CANCER, and he is very ill. And that explains why my mom cried often almost everyday on her phone calls (usually just for gossiping or talking about drama). I am processing this entire thing and I legitimately feel so hollow. I can't feel anything other than just negativity. I just want to lash out at something cuz' it is not fair. It is just not... fair...
