How is it that he looks like you? This man. My boss. A man you never knew. Looks like and and acts like you. Sometimes I wonder. Is he you? Have you changed your name and came back for me? Just the thought makes my heart race. But not in the good way. In the way where I lose sleep. In the way where I'm constantly in fear. Did you plan this? Is it because they know about the kiss? About the touches? Are you happy now? Now that I'll never forget you. Now that I fear anyone who looks like you. Is it maybe your fault Im the way I am? The answer? Yes, it is. I haven't loved freely in years. my hands shake and my lungs close. I want to punch you but my fear holds me back. How Is it that a man I'm meant to trust scares me because of you? The only thing he is guilty of is looking like you. You know what you're guilty of. I can't even look at myself while I shower. I stay longer hoping to wash off the feeling of your hands. Why is it you get to move on and I'm forced to stay. I'm a bird in a cage and you locked me there. Where have you threw the key? Was there ever one.
