4 u the world is heavy like a quiet tide with amber eyes like honey where the secrets hide under ur light brown hair u act like u r fine a fake smile 4 the bad times, trying 4 a sign u hold ur stuffed yellow puppy so soft n gold the only thing that stays n never feels cold but i c ur fingers move u pick at ur skin looking at ur wrists 4 the places u been there is regret in ur eyes a shadow in the brown looking at the marks that tried 2 pull u down i remember when my brother died n u fell on the floor u just collapsed like u couldnt take no more ur legs gave out so fast u hit the ground the saddest thing i ever seen wout a soundu get pushed around, treated like a ghost by people who should care n love u the most.u never had love the right way or felt it was real like a home instead of hurt or a cut meant 2 heal.but when i call ur name u turn n give a smileeven if ur hurtin u act good 4 a while u live 4 ur siblings who dont know ur sad u hide all the monsters n everything thats bad even with the 2 who turned n left u in the cold,u save the little ones from stories never told u r a quiet light still tryin 2 b kind even when every1 is mean n u r left behind i dont gotta say ur name i know u c it 2 cuz u know this poem is only ever 4 u
Ali
