Uhhhh idrk know how to explain :D But at least all the lore of Turquoise you should know hopefully- Turquoise has gender dysphoria btw
ALL YOUR FRIENDS ARE SO COOL, YOU GO OUT EVERY NIGHT THROUGH THE VENTS, YEAH, YOU'RE LIVING THE LIFE GOT A PRETTY FACE, PRETTY BOYFRIEND TOO... I WANNA BE YOU SO BAD, AND I BARELY (don't even) KNOW YOU ALL I SEE, IS WHAT I SHOULD BE HAPPIER, PRETTIER, JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY ALL I SEE, IS WHAT I SHOULD BE I'M LOSING IT, ALL OF IT JEALOUSY, JEALOUSY