Note to my followers (again...)

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Haiii pooksss ♡ So... Hey everyone. It has been quite a long time, hasn't it? Honestly, it has been almost one months since I was truly active here, and I want to be 100% transparent with you all—there were moments where I almost forgot Scratch even existed. My mind has been occupied by so many other things that this space started to feel like a distant memory rather than a daily habit. My life has been a literal rollercoaster lately, and I’ve been struggling deeply with finding the motivation to stay engaged with my old hobbies. Between schoolwork constantly piling up, navigating complicated friend dynamics, and just the general weight of life, I’ve felt a growing distance from the things I used to love. It's like the "spark" that used to keep me here just started to flicker out. I’ve noticed that I’m maturing in ways I didn't entirely expect, and I suppose it’s just that "getting older" process that everyone talks about but you never fully understand until it happens. It is strange, but I’ve even lost my appetite for the little things I used to crave, like sweets and sodas. My physical tastes are shifting right along with my mental state, marking a clear end to my younger years. I am starting to realize that growing up is a lot quieter and more confusing than I ever expected it to be. It isn't just about getting taller or having more responsibilities; it’s about watching your interests fade and your priorities shift until you barely recognize your old self. My tastes are moving in a new direction, and the person I was last November feels like a total stranger to me now. The most profound and important change in my life, however, is my intentional journey in becoming a Christian. I have been spending a significant amount of time reflecting on my faith and trying to figure out who I am meant to be in this world. This spiritual growth has completely shifted my perspective on how I spend my time and what kind of influence I want to have on those around me. Because of this internal transformation, my heart just isn't in the same place it was a year ago. With so many of my best friends having already left the site and my own motivation to create here being essentially zero, I’m honestly not sure if I will continue coming back to this specific account. It feels like I am standing at a crossroads, deciding which path truly fits the person I am becoming. I feel as though I am outgrowing this current space, and instead of forcing myself to stay in a version of me that no longer exists, I want to lean into this new chapter. I have been putting a lot of thought into starting a completely fresh account over the Summer—one that actually reflects my current values and the lifestyle I am trying to build for myself moving forward. This new account would be a dedicated space where I can talk openly about my life, share the highs and lows of my journey of faith, and offer genuine tips on how to become a better person. I want it to be an authentic platform for spreading the Gospel and discussing a "Christian lifestyle" in a way that is real, relatable, and helpful for anyone else who might be struggling. I am actually quite excited about the idea of starting fresh and connecting with you all on a much deeper level than I did before. I want to move away from the surface-level posts and share the things that truly matter to me now—things like spiritual growth, finding inner peace, and the many life lessons I am learning through my new walk with God. Thank you so much for being here and for all the wonderful memories we have shared on this account over the years. Whether I decide to stay here or fully commit to this new journey, I will always deeply appreciate the support and love you have shown me. You all mean the world to me, and I can't wait to see where this next season takes us. I love you guys.