Anyway, Just a lil side note, I am not part of the lgbt and I've had a pretty bad experience with it, does not mean I dont respect it, I very much do!! BUT! My experience was pretty bad, and I no longer wish to be in the community since it is not truly me! Even saying that does not guarantee that I wont be part of it in the future but rn I just wanna be me, I want to be the actual girl I am and I want to be full of joy and whimsy, some how :)