When I first started years ago, I hadn't a single care in the world. Life was great, I had a group of friends who cared about each other, and I was happy. I told myself, "I'm gonna be the best content creator ever!" and then I went on this website to start the journey. It's been 4 years since I made my first account and now I'm here. A lot has changed since that day and life keeps adding things on top of all the other things I try to do and it's dragging me downhill. I've lost motivation, I'm out of ideas, I've got too much to do, I'm failing at almost everything I do, and I don't even know if I like doing this stuff anymore. Maybe I should just give up on all that fairytale crap, not like I'm gonna be able to make it out there one day.
