I've come to realize that I feel a lot more comfortable having queerplatonic relationships rather than romantic relationships , in romantic relationships I always end up either getting tired of it or there are other issues that pop up and then I have to end the relationship. Issue is, I have two partners. I'll be ending that with them because it is important to be honest with them about these things. And the other issue is a lot of people either don't know what a queerplatonic relationship is or just don't do them. But it's what I feel most comfortable doing. I'm glad to be figuring myself out , I've known for the longest time that I have kind of a weird stance on romance and romantic things so this is like a breath of fresh air. I like the romantic aspects of relationships like the matching, and dates, etc. But I do not like the actual romance, I feel romantic attraction but in very small amounts and that results in a lot of problems in relationships and makes me very prone to losing romantic interest in my partners which makes me feel kind of guilty and then I have to break up with them because I don't want to lie about my feelings.
TLDR; I do not like romantic relationships. I only like the romantic aspects of the relationships, such as matching, going on dates, etc. But I like and want queerplatonic relationships, not romantic ones! ^J^