to be frank pun very much intended i feel like frankenstein (the monster, not the scientist) made of spare parts but i never feel like a whole just a bunch of puzzle pieces that don't quite fit. some scraps of german a slight accent, a few words my hidden heart that people never see fragments of chinese my eyes and fair skin associated with my heritage i'm multiracial, but it feels like a synonym to 'monster' judged by people who take one look at the skin you're trapped in frankenstein's monster was content being lots of dead people i can relate to that, except i don't feel alive.
