heya. yeah so uh, who knew high school would be so difficult? (not like it's all anyone talks about here-) in any case, well, it's pretty obvious I don't use this platform much anymore. I much prefer disco (which I already put up on profile if anyone is interested, I'll accept all requests), though I also have toyhouse if people use that. I check in about once every few days to see if I have a notif, and if not I move on like any other civilian. but I'd be lying if I said this page didn't still hold a lot of valued memories for me in the years I spent here; the rp studios (good lord younger me writes so much more than I do now help), goofing around with friends and just. having fun and enjoying what I had at the time, but unfortunately there's not very much of that left now. so I've been thinking to myself - while coming back to be a full member again seems out of the question (both due to the amount of people I stayed for not being here anymore, AND my forgetfulness when it comes to keeping track of anything), I do still feel a little sad to see my account rot away and be forgotten, unfollowed or just empty in general. so, like the petty sore loser I can be I've decided I do not want that to be the case (surprise, I know). if I ever find myself not busy with school, I'll be doing my best to figure out something I can post here now and again, just to keep in touch with the community a little longer into my near-adulthood. while I may not take my projects or posts seriously anymore, it's still the thought that counts and honestly? I think it's more valuable to stay true to how I do things even if it doesn't produce anything notably valuable for anyone else. all in all, uh. thank you to everyone who helped make me the person I am today, and gave me excuses to sneak on at night or spend some of my favourite moments on this site. if I'd ever realised how limited that time would be, I would've held on and cherished it longer, rather than the few-year hiatus I took when I forgot about scratch due to school. I may not have much to offer back to this site, but that doesn't mean I won't try. and hey, who knows, maybe I'll meet someone I used to know again in the future. or maybe I'll find new people all together. won't know until I try, and so that's what I'll see about doing. augh I keep loading my profile comments and scrolling down to see all these users of people who aren't around anymore help- uh. I still really miss you Robin/Taco_C4t. you were a cool friend to have around, and I'm sure we talked more than I did with most other people. hope you're doing okay. I don't know/think this needs to go on any longer since it's not really anyone else's interest so I think I'll leave it there. uuh, don't become adults guys it sucks trust. but seriously, if you're not a full-time creator on this site with follower counts in the thousands+, then please hold onto what you have. otherwise you may have regrets like I do.
okay sooo tl;dr I'm gonna see about posting again, may be low-quality and I apologise but high school has been holding me hostage so I'm trying my best. I didn't know what first project to post, so here's a doodle from a little while ago of my scug kona that I was forced to draw by someone /silly (once again, scratch botches the quality.) if I have any future doodles, I'll toss em in here too and you can click/press a key to cycle. nothing else is there for now though.
