I SWEAR TO GOD @PICKLEZ__ IF YOU SCARE ME TO FRIGGING SELF H@RM AGAIN- i'm sorry everyone. this is too much. i'm not helping anyone, and this is worthless. EVERYTIME i do something, i screw up, and end up not doing it. I-I just don't feel like doing anything. Nothing is happening, and i'm just... bored. Bored to the point where I don't feel like being in this world anymore. Plus, mental state. Not helpful. I-I don't know if its depression, or just reality getting to me, but nothing can make me have a good laugh anymore. Family? Sucks. Friends? what the he11 is that? The actual people who understand me are falling apart, and so is my life. Not me hoping but... I hope this is just a phase and nothing extreme. NO ONE ELSE UNDERSTANDS ME, AND IF NO ONE DOES, WHAT'S THE POINT????????? I'm hurting guys. In a way no one can understand. This is unacceptable. By the tone of this, this can really alter my activity. this will change, after i have some time to think.
edit: hi guys i am scarred a heck rn :,) I'm fine,(im not jk) uhhh had like 5 dance recitals, actually have an idea of a possible map (MAYBE!!1 HINT ITS RELATED TO TADC) uhh some yummy art yap yap 67 girlypop gatekeep fahhhhhhhhhhhhh so yeah mwah.
