part iii … ``i didn’t...``

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I don’t like how this turned out btw (tw for self blame :( poor wishywashy) Wishreverie smiled a bit, glancing at the star thing on her chest fur. Then she saw it again. Amby’s grave. She had made… Frogleap mad probably. She adopted Polly and she died and she was probably too sad to focus on healing him. She healed them successfully. That was the first time. Then she was too late for the injury. Or something. She didn’t know. While healing them… she’d hinted that Cici liked him. That was the reason why he confessed and they became mates. Then he was ripped away from her. Poor, poor Cici. But she didn’t care as much (she still did!! Wishy promised!!) as for her own partner. Was it selfish? Yes. But she didn’t care. `` Saltstone… I said I’d protect her… `` She couldn’t. She shouldn’t have hunted. She should’ve known her Ambermask better. She should’ve known. Convinced him to stay. Stay in camp and not be the one to fight the wolves. Her claws raked the ground. She couldn’t be gone! Did Frogleap curse her? It would be deserved… She made everyone sad. She made Cici and Ribbit so happy and was the reason it got taken away. She could’ve stopped Salty’s sister from… Leaving. `` I’m sorry Ribbit… `` Her sister she’d adopted. Gone. Momma. Left. Daddy. Joined the stars. Shiningwatcher- no, Shiny. She and her were falling apart- falling out. She didn’t trust anyone but Iri, Cici, and Salty to stay now. Not even Fireflycrown. Not even Shiny. They’d leave her too. Join the ancestors. Join the stars. Or disband the friendship. Or leave the clan. Maybe… Maybe Cicadachirp would leave too. She must be mad that she couldn’t save Ribbit. Irisdynasty could definitely leave. Three of her kits gone already. Droppin’ like flies. Oh and Salty most definitely could. No fighting experience. No sneaking experience. And… who could stay? Even Godmama Miragestar left. No one. She might outlive all of them. `` immortality… immortality isn… it is not as good as I thought it was `` Good thing she wasn’t immortal. She wanted to live long. A prosperous life. A looonnnnngggg life. `` immortality isn't a gift, it's a curse - nothing is good unless everyone has it ``

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