Hello !!! Milo here, little mental update status that nobody asked for but scratch is my only place i can talk to myself without worrying about consequences from people i know. Im somehow doing alot better and alot worse at the same time, but im doing worse for other things now and I've gotten over alot of my dysphoria (yay !!) But new problems. I feel as if my body is rotting and my skin is falling off. I am a disgusting swine but I feel like a man now so................... ? better? no?????????????? i dont know