click for alt ver and ref image! so like this kinda half vent, half cool art based on the 2dmv for the song "Mx. Nihil" (or "Nihil-San" in the jp translation) by Shimon haha The mvs and song are so cool y'all should listen to them btw Junior year is hell and I need it to end sooner (I have 2 weeks left lmao) Honestly, why am I trying to get such good grades I might not even go to college hahahahaha ughhhhhhhhhh oh hey look there's more yeah I'm still talking but like seriously, I would totally go to college for animation if it wasn't so goddamn expensive like I genuinely hate the American education and college/university system so much like why should I put myself in DECADES of debt for only FOUR YEARS of school?? Isn't that messed up or what? goooddd it feels like I'm in the damn twilight zone and my whole life is some ironic satire on whatever this world is everyone says I'm gifted. I know they all want me to go into stem and use my "intelligence" and I thought I did but really I just want to create more art I know it's a waste of a 30 compsite on the ACT but I genuinely cannot think of spending my whole life only doing art on the side and doing math all day I always liked space, thought I'd be an astronomer or physicist and get a phd but I realized I don't want that. Art will be my life and I don't care what anyone on the planet thinks I will do it I will make art because screw college and screw capitalism and all that Was that a positive enough note to end on? idk hahahaahha anyways this song is peak and it being translated as "Mx. Nihil" is really fueling my agender Mafuyu headcanon
Song is "Mx. Nihil" by Shimon