the yells echo in my head contact gets lower and lower and lower was i ever a 3rd choice to you the happiness of people disgust me days always end with tears of fault is it my fault no its his fault. ALL HIM. I HATE must i follow all your rules do you ever admit you're wrong do you EVER shut up? your words and slaps and hits aren't going to teach me a single thing it just tells me to HATE you more. you're the reason why im like this now you're the reason why i dont talk to you and glare at you now you're the reason why i want to you always acting so pitifully vulnerable and playing the victim card like its MY fault you do this every time its not going to work again . im tired of every single thing my grades my attitude my personality my looks EVERYTHING why do they always pretend that i dont exist they always think im some crazy person they always look like they want to kill me with their look they dont care they dont care celebrate then CELEBRATE A LOSS YES LAUGH APPLAUSE POINT ALL OF YOU HATE ME ALL OF YOU I DONT CARE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME. YOU'RE JUST DOING ALL OF THIS TO BRING A SMILE ON ME AND THEN YOU ARE GONE ... im sorry it has to be this way
question why?
