Current: ??? If this hurt any of you, I'm sorry.
LET ME TELL YOU HOW MANY PAINFUL SECONDS OF MY LIFE SCRATCH HAS CAUSED. FROM 2021-2025 I MADE LITTLE TO NO FRIENDS. I WAS LONELY, AND FORGOTTEN. THEN, SEPTEMBER 2025, MY PHONE WAS TAKEN AWAY, I WAS HEARTBROKEN AND I DIDN'T REALIZE WHY. I FELL INTO AN ADDICTION WORSE THAN EVER, I'VE NEVER HATED MYSELF UNTIL I GOT ADDICTED TO ANIMATION. But then. I met Ember. They were the one true friend I had from September, to November. Then I met my first extremely close friend. I started to heal mentally. Everything was practically perfect. Then, February, 2026. My Dog Daisy died of unknown causes. I was heartbroken. I still am. To make things worse, I realized I was on Scratch longer than I spent time with her. I fell back into a mentally broken state, I prayed for comfort, and thought I got no answer. Little did I know, I never could have expected what was to come. ... 1 month. 1 month passed, no answer, no avail. I thought maybe God just didn't care, and wanted me to just move on. Then, the exact day, March 1st, 2026, I was studying on a Google Doc, and saw Marley was in it. She always tried to interact with me, and I stupidly pushed her away. I decided to send her a comment, I didn't think anything would happen. But she was so kind. She instantly became my best friend, she took away most my anxiety, but for some reason, I'm still always nervous around her, like for whatever reason, all I want to do is... impress her.. Then at Chapel, she helped me actually go to the altar, I never did that before, now it's automatic! She's the reason I'm close to God. So, for this part, I just wanna thank her. If she sees this, I hope she knows, she'll always hold a special place in my heart. ❤️ This is my point, though. I want to spend time with HER. Scratch gets in the way. This isn't goodbye, it's just, not yet. I know most hate that movie, but that quote was wiser than many. I'm probably not leaving, but I'm not gonna be so active, and that's ok. Because I finally know exactly where I stand. Thank you. @ProGhostNadoAlt2 and Everyone else, thanks for standing by me. Even if I did leave, I'd never forget yall. ❤️
