Sorry to those who are reading this I don’t need to burden you but if you are here thank you for being here. So let’s start with the fact my dad and I don’t have the best relationship he doesn’t talk to be much and from past experiences with him explaining it would break the rules but today I went to a friends house and she gave me a pizza because she is just an amazing friend and honestly the food was going to waste after getting permission I ate it now when I got home I skipped dinner because I was still full I told my dad what I ate at my friends place and he looked at me and called me gluttonous and how I should had eaten less…he’s called me overweight in the past but it still hurts. I keep having these thoughts that are getting louder and louder each day I feel like a burden I’m scared one day everyone is gonna look at me like i am worth nothing and that all of the people I’ve ever known just act nice out of pity but I won’t act on these thoughts for now. But I just don’t know what to do…well that’s the end of my rant sorry for burdening you All. Have a wonderful Day or night
