ik it says for fun BUT I CHANGED MY MIND PLS I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH this is a real application now ᴺᵒʷ ᵖˡᵃʸⁱⁿᵍ: /army dreamers/ ᵇʸ /Kate Bush/ ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။||||| 0:10 ❝Our little army boy❞ ||Hey there! I'm Lottie, or you can call me Kitty. ❝Is coming home❞ || I only have one past gens cat, named Skyspinner. She is also my currect character. ❝From B.F.P.O❞ || I am applying for the beautiful Lupinekit!! ❝I've a bunch of purple flowers❞ || I joined Scratch around 2 years ago after having used it for around six months just playing games. I got a bit bored of not being able to comment, so I decided to create an account. I have roleplayed in quite a few roleplays on Scratch, my most notable character being Magma in Jackrabbits. Of course, I've only had the one character in gens but I am definitely not new to rping as a whole. My main experience comes from WCUE, but I have now shifted fully onto Scratch. I'd say my activity level out of ten is an 8. I check at least four times a day on Scratch, partiularly on weekdays, andngenuinely enjoy roleplaying :) ❝To decorate, a mammy's hero❞ || I know literally nothing abt butterflies but I like mac and cheese so ❝Mourning in the aerodrome❞ || I haven't fully planned everything yet, but I reckon Lupine will go by he/star. I've never played a character with neopronouns, so it's a pretty exciting prospect! For this application, I will be using he/him pronouns as he will discover his neopronouns later on in life. ❝The weather's warmer, he is colder❞ || me/cfs reserach in notes and credits as well as how he'll be affected :) ❝Four men in uniform, to carry home, my little soldier❞ || (+) Empathetic, Determined, Intelligent Lupinekit is a reserved individual, but that just means that when you get to know him he's twice as good. As soon as Lupinekit gets his mind set on something, he will go as far as the end of the world to get it done. And he won't go in blind - an extremely intelligent cat, complex thoughts whizz in his brain. Most cats might assume due to his natural shyness, he doesn't have much going on upstairs but every risk is calculated and efficient when it comes to Lupinekit. Lupine due to this will be extremely mature and emotionally intelligent, leading to high levels of empathy. When a cat finally opens up to him he will feel their hurt and sadness as strongly as them and will do his best to right it - if it helps him. (=) Quiet, Stubborn, Analytical (-) Selfish, Jealous, Disobedient Whilst Lupinekit is empathetic and all that, he won't act on much if it doesn't concern him. Why help a cat that never helped him? Additionally, Lupinekit enjoys slipping through the cracks of the rules - he views it as a challenge. If it doen't hurt anycat, why would it matter if he explored the little glade over the border or had a bite of mouse before returning to camp if the prey pile was full? Finally, if anycat has something Lupinekit wants, he won't attack them for it- he'll become distant and cold, and highly jealous. He might do something to get it another way, but some of his realtionships will be harmed because of it. ❝Should have been a rockstar❞ || I think I should get Lupinekit because I genuinely think I will make him a very interesting and complex character. No, he won't become the most buff cat in all the Clans but I will try my best to actually give him meaningful relationships so he has deep lore. I won't make his me/cfs his personality - I've seen so many times people roleplaying with characters who are differently abled, and they genuinely just make it their entire existence. Of course, we shouldn't discredit the amount of work people with disabilities put in to keep up with us (and we really don't recognise it enough!) but there's so much more to everyone than the thing they quite frankly didn't choose to have. ❝But he didn't have enough money for a guitar❞ || I didn't connect with him immediately when I saw him on the screen, and there was no feeling in my gut that I needed him either - but I want Lupinekit because he's just so... interesting. He's got an amazing lineage and such such such potential. ❝Should have been a politician❞ || Thank you so much for hosting this litter, and have an amazing day/night :). ❝But he never had a proper education❞
Lupinekit will be affected by his me/cfs in a few ways. Of course, he will struggle to do things that other cats can which he of course will be jealous of. When people with me/cfs do mental or physical activites, their symptoms often worsten. Lupine will still strive to do better, which is why he bends the rules - if he's disadvantaged, he can take matters into his own paws and give himself an advantage. Lupinekit will think he's always sick, due to the constant headaches, joint pain or flu-like symptoms that come with me/cfs. It will annoy him a lot, and one of his habits will be daily stretching to try stop the joint pain. It won't work, but it'll make him happy :) He will be quieter due to his disabilty, however. Secretly, Lupine is ashamed of his mc/fs and struggles to open up about it. He obviously doesn't know he has it, and thinks he's just weak or lazy - and it affects him mentally, too. Although not in his kithood, I think in Lupine's late apprenticehood and early warriorhood Lupinekit will suffer from depression. He genuinely doesn't understand why he struggles so much more than any other cat, but will struggle with his self-esteem about it. Research will be provided below :) me/cfs: Myalgic encephalomyelitis, also called chronic fatigue syndrome or ME/CFS, is a long-term condition that can affect different parts of the body. The most common symptom is extreme tiredness. The cause of ME/CFS is unknown. There are four main symptoms: constant fatigue, sleep problems including insomnia or sleeping too much, brain fog, and symptoms gettting worse after physical or mental activity. People with me/cfs may have pain in different parts of the body or flu-like symptoms. Depression: Depression affects people in many different ways. No two peoples' depression is the same. They range from lasting feelings of unhappiness and hopelessness, to losing interest in the things you used to enjoy and feeling very tearful. Many people with depression also have symptoms of anxiety. Some people think depression is trivial and not a genuine health condition. They're wrong – it is a real illness with real symptoms. Depression is not a sign of weakness or something you can "snap out of" by "pulling yourself together". (source: NHS website)
