I really need to be alone right now, there's too much stress inside my head about all these dark thoughts that are being said about me, all these lies, everyone laughing at me for things I never did, it hurts you know, I have feelings too, I'm human too. It really sickens me that people are like this, they take your kindness for granted and when you get a little mad once, everyone hates you. What did I even do to deserve this? Ok, like so people are getting jealous of me having actual friends and are now ruining my life, I can't even talk to anybody without getting screamed it. It's a living hellscape and I am sick of all of it. People lie to everyone, but now its gotten too far, its good as a joke, but when you use it to make someone lose all their friends, you realize, people just don't care, they will do whatever they want to you, and they won't care, no one will, only you, but who's there with you, absolutely nobody. I've gotten in a situation where people are blaming me for something I never started, apparently some said some girl liked me and I said nothing, but no the next week I get called things I can't say here because apparently I did said something to her (which I didn't) and now everyday I'm getting angry messages from her and all her friends [unfortunately including my friends] to stop spreading rumors, and I wasn't doing anything, I don't get, people blindly blamed me without letting me speak its unfair and messed up because why are you turning my friends against me it bothers me so much I'm trying to act like everything is ok but its not people don't know how I feel and I feel depressed I feel scared, most of all, I feel betrayed, betrayed at the fact that my own friends turned on me in an instant, the fact that it was over a lie, and the fact that they have been dragging this for a month, I'm ignoring all of them leaving their messages on delivered because I honestly don't care anymore but now I'm getting called ugly and dumb at school and like I can't hide it anymore I don't know who they think they are because I have all their secrets and I can expose them if they are trying to expose me for stuff I didn't do. But I won't, because I know it'd make it worse. You've heard my end of the story, I get mad once and everyone hates me, you can ask them their fake end of the story, but they probably aren't using scratch like I am, do not end me for using Scratch in 2026 I really don't need the stress.
Just don't bother me anymore, I really don't want to talk anymore about this, this is only like a quarter of the story but I don't need to say more Just want to thank the people that have been trying to help me throughout this, it really means a lot
