TW anger issues, vi0lence I hate it when people see characters with anger issues and go "I can fix them!!" like yeah sure but it's not as easy as showing them love bro as a highly irascible person myself I have a pretty good life. all the basic good stuff yet the tendency for me to crashout remains the same I'd throw things, I'd hit people, and sometimes I have to stop myself from causing serious harm sometimes I have to make sure I don't grab the closest thing I've let myself come to is ripping a soft toy apart. that plushie is still sitting in my trash bin. I don't know why I'm like this. I wish I could change but that's just the status quo now. if I'm super nice for a day, people will expect me to keep it up forever so it's better to take the path of less resistance even those I really like. I can't spend more than a day with them before they start ticking me off so I'd like those "I can fix them" people to know that it's not as easy as you think. it's not as simple as a hug. it's not welp anyways thanks for listening to me yap
