~I Only Wish~ A handsome, smiling face, laughing eyes, curly brown hair, blue shirt. I can still clearly see the young man I’d dreamed about a few days ago. I’d dreamed about a guy I’ve never seen before. Weird. Usually, it’s the other way around. Dream about a guy I’ve seen (never happened). Except it wasn’t like that… My heart gets a ping of a kind of hurt and loneliness every time I see a couple; holding hands, eye in eye, smiling. If only the right guy, planed at the right moment by God, could just appear and make my life better, fuller, happier, and meaningful. Because now, week after week, month after month, I long to get out of my boring life routine: school, activities, meals, writing, and sleeping. I wish I had action, adventure, something else than singing aloud with my horrid voice in my room while watching the sunset, dreaming. Dreaming of the right guy destined for me-a sometimes funny, mostly serious almost 14-year-old girl, pianist, writer, with a taste for butterflies, frogs, movies, planes, books, and silence. That’s me, shy, with only a laugh and a few words for my friends; tears, laughs, and a downpour of phrases for my best friends I only see two weeks in a year. Besides that, I’m silent. Silent until I’ll meet him. The guy God will place in my life at the right moment, when I’ll need him the most. Until then, I keep on waiting for, praying for, hoping for him to come soon. Really soon.
Just putting my thoughts down on paper! Tell me what you think! This is what I'm going on right now(it's pretty hard), but I know I have to wait until the right guy planned by God appears. "Let God guide you." -Me. "God's love fulls the gaps." -Me. "The right person for you will come at the right moment, at the right time, at the right place. You just have to wait." -Me. Cover by me on Canva. Story by me. Jesus loves you more than anyone else will ever love you.
