♡ this is so botched because i have no memory whatsoever /hj so like yea this probably isn't 100% accurate after awhile . my eyes aren't actually green btw , their hazel and green is the closest i can get shrug . oh yea , and too this is not all i've been . i've switched around so many times its not funny loll . these are just my main what i remember from each year ♡ 4th grade - she / her - female - straight - very homophobic / transphobic - still such a girly girl look at her ♡ 5th grade - she / her - female - straight - reluctant ally / only knows gay , lesbian , and trans - started public school , started learning what looks acceptable to wear in public haha . purple patches under eyes started developing somewhere during this era of time ♡ 6th grade - he / she / they - genderfluid - bicurious / demiromantic - this is where mental issues started ( i THINK idk ) . joined scratch , started slowly learning about identity's and exploring their own identity . back to homeschooling as well . cue horrible bob phase ♡ 7th grade - mae / fae / they - demigirl - panromantic / bisexual - family + friend drama , more .... uh , issues popping up , so mae started to act happier to pretend . fae started to explore the scene / scenemo / alt communitys . faer life was at an all time low here , started wearing longer sleeves ♡ 8th grade ( now ) - he / they / ke - girlflux - almondromantic pansexual hypersexual asexual polyamorous - life slowly getting better ( SLOWLY BTW ) , slightly happier . still can't be himself , but thats alright ♡ https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/1992727/ ♡ inspired by many online
disclaimer . i am grateful for every bad thing in my life thats happened ! its made me more aware of myself and helped me mature . not saying i'd go through it again , but im not despairing that it happened i keep forgetting my current sexuality and gender HELP ( i told my grandma i was omniromantic faesari that is NOT correct anymore ) i'll do one for lika later too next day abn0rmal here i forgot to add music , its there now
