Alex (E) I love you so much, you have told me to move on to go with someone better, you would always say you didn't deserved my love, but you do, I miss you so much I wish we were in the same place but guess life said no, you are the sweeties guy and you still are, you been with me for 4 years haha so much time.. i want to go for more but Idk what you would think. I just wish everything would go back as it was, I miss everything about you, the way you would talk to me, the way you would get so soft with every one, your love, I started dreaming about you so much, we were hugging and crying together you said "I love you so much" and I hugged you more hiding in your shoulder, F how I miss everything, I miss the jokes we would say, I would be like "I like femboys" and you were like "ok then I am going to be one for you<3" haha, I love the days we were just together saying nothing, but loving each other. now idk what you are doing, thinking, saying, but I hope you are doing good things, taking care of your self, I have always loved you, but I feel alone rn.. I miss you..
as it was - Harry Styles I write too much
