Tw: SH scars, SH, depression I cant ever change. every single time i just hurt myself more. im broken and i cant be fixed. the only people who truly care about me, the real me, are my friends, and time and time again i fail them. i dont understand how they dont hate me atp, and im pretty sure they dont even really care that much. im trying my hardest, but i know i wouldnt be missed anyways.