this is a vent. A huge one. If youre not the one to read that, please click off. Starting the vent. Scroll for more. Im gonna take a break. I need a break and since it’s technology turn in day i wont be able to do much. I have a secret tablet at home and i will try to use it but im losing so much motivation. My gf broke up with me and blocked me on every platform after i asked if we could still be friends. I quitted my streak and im one day clean, i might break the one day streak because i feel so hollow and empty. Nobody even notifies me on here anymore and im sure you guys dont care and see me as another person on scratch. Im becoming desperate to find someone to have, to love. But i just think im not made to be loved. I might just give up right then and there. I cant do this anymore. I keep getting i trouble, my grades sucks, i have to go to summer school. I cant do this anymore guys i really cant its all too much and i want to just stop. I want to stop being myself. I want to be different. I cant do this anymore i trsally i really cant i just cant do this why am i like this why am i someone who had to grow up in a abvsive household. I cant unlearn most of the things as i just manipulate and lie all the time. Would you care if i quit? Or are you just gonna see me as another scratcher.
