I'm gonna be completely honest here I suck. I'm a genuine no-brainer. At times, I sit and wonder how the heck I even ended up here, like this. I'm turning 15 in june, yet I act like a literal kid, a fool. sigh.. It's over, my maturity, there's no scope for it. I sport a beard and moustache, but how does that help, considering I still feel like I act like a twelve year old? I need to mature, but it's impossible I was born with ADHD, I can't help it. I was destined to be hyperactive, and at times I sit and wonder what sin I had done in my previous janma to deserve all of this. It sucks, it's horrible. Every single time I type a message, ten hours later that genuine message sounds cringe. Corny as hell. I'm done with all of this- How am I going to actually be a more matured dude? And it is that maturity I have yearned, and still am yearning for. I'm genuinely jealous of a ton of people younger than me, but much much more mature of me. I won't say I'm envious though. Hopefully, after I leave the internet, things will change. Hopefully. I don't even know why I'm typing this, but I'm typing this, and I might as well share it.
