dear mom if you ever find this I want you to know ever since the day you adopted me I was a bad kid you did not deserve what I did you you but I have you let you know I'm sorry also mom when you un-adopted me I felt hurt scared abandoned I was 12 you left me and every day I cry thinking about it and btw every day since you left me kid would fight me cuz I was always the week one so yeah I cant fight and miss the times when we would hug and even when you yelled at me I miss you and I'm here to say sorry mom I need you back when you left me I did some bad things to my self and I want you to know ever since you left me I became weaker and weeker now I have PTSD and depression so all I have to say is thx for leaving me