not even joking btw, all of my friends are so much happier, luckier, more famous, and some even taken. they're living so much better lives then me. i guess everything from all the projects comments and remixes, interactions alike from me were nothing, and good only comes to those who deserve it. because i am not a good person, all my friends are saints compared to me. so that automatically makes them higher then me, in everything. i'll never achieve true happiness.