(ಥ﹏ಥ) guys, I've been depressed for the last 5 years because of loss of pets and friends. I always get the fake friends but why? You don't understand me, especially when my dog D13d. he was hit 30 minutes after I arrived home and in the car when I saw him a literal voice in my head told me to save him, protect him! but I was too clueless and just ran inside the house to RP with you on scratch. it was terrifying. he was hit and my lil sis ran in and screamed that he was hit but I didn't believe her. I ran to the living room and saw my mom crying.that's when I froze and just broke inside. my dad took him to the vet and they said that I wasn't aloud to see him until he was better.the next day he got surgery. they said he would need a 2 week recovery then 2 months at a rehabilitation ranch. (BTW he was hit February 23rd 2026). exactly a week later my mom tells me that he d13d from infection. I wanted to run away and/or join him........(he D13d March 1st 2026) abt a week or 2 after that my mom said that they actually told the vet to k1II him tho he had a high chance of survival. after that the only thing keeping me from scarring myself, running away, and/or joining my dog was my 3 best friends........until they left me bc they didn't like a friend that went through the stuff I did............so no, you cant say you understand. I wasn't aloud to see him in his last week alive. you didn't hear a voice telling you to save your dog before it was too late. your dog wasn't your everything, your sanity, your happiness, your support, your best friend......your "child"............
( *´・ω)/(；д； ) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sETfYW1wJ9w&list=RDsETfYW1wJ9w&start_radio=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FNkfxpurea8&list=RDFNkfxpurea8&start_radio=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhyD0J3r6o0&list=RDAhyD0J3r6o0&start_radio=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WT4GhOWGMs&list=RD9WT4GhOWGMs&start_radio=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s2AHoCdChbk&list=RDs2AHoCdChbk&start_radio=1 I miss you.....but you don't..... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-hle1NTi30 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXzC2eiHBG8&list=RDQXzC2eiHBG8&start_radio=1 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yu8T38PbkI8
