Again. I dunno, no one is reading these things, maybe because I have less followers, maybe because good things take time? I am having no chats with my online besties, they just...left. These days, I have to start the conversation, and it would last two sentences regardless... My own bestie is talking less, it's not like she is avoiding me or anything, maybe I talk too much, maybe I talk nonsense? Maybe I exaggerate everything? I am losing myself most of the times, I feel like quitting Scratch. Every dramatic thing I write feels weird after I share it... School has been making me go bananas. I can't cope up everything!! I keep forgetting things, hoping someone would save me. I keep writing these things, no one reads these! My previous account was having way more followers, way more views (2-3k approx.). Everything I wrote, shared, would hit up over 500 views or smth. Now? It all feels meaningless. The most hearts I got are 14. The most views are 130, and the stars are 10. This is soooo mean! I am feeling left out of the cool kid group, maybe because I try too much to fit in? I am not told everything... Anyways, back to the story, I don't have much to tell, buttt I'll soon share another excerpt from my digital books! Bye!
