| ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | ͜͝ ͜͝ | ͜͝ | RANT O3 ˚✿ᣟ It's either I can't tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings or I just can't feel romantic feelings at all. I know that I used to feel romantic feelings in childhood and then it just stopped / stopped being easy to recognize for me in around 5th grade?? On one hand I'm kind of grateful because romance is very scary for me, and on the other hand sometimes I wish I could have a crush on someone the normal way! Since I feel a very small amount of feelings sometimes it feels REALLY similar to attachment or a friend-crush so it's really hard to tell but I have had crushes before probably. I yearn for like, a romantic partner, but also I would feel guilty not being able to reciprocate or just barely reciprocating. I mean I have rarely been in relationships before where I actually did reciprocate but it doesn't last long. The relationships, i mean
