I just think Why am I at fault for being good? Why do I get pint pointed as golden child for not being bad? What did I even do? Why do you hate me for just not wanting to be bad Yet Just because I'm not boy crazy Suddenly I'm the weird one? Suddenly I should be like that too? I have my own issues I deal with My own sins I need to get over I simply don't find interest in doing something so mundane as fawning over someone when I still have time left to find someone. I'm taking my sweet time being a kid yet you wanna be a adult so fast? I don't get it and it's not my problem. So stop making it my problem by complaining that I don't do it too. But maybe it's because I don't understand. And I don't want to understand if it makes me feel like I'm a issue.
