hi my little loves, it’s been a while. for the last year or so I’ve been on / off active on scratch, and for the last four ir five months I haven’t even thought about it. but I felt called to make one last episode of Joy For Jesus. and it’s going to be a big one. for some context, last year I lost my grandad, and a few months later I unexpectedly lost one of my old friends. I feel into a deep period of grief, and if I’m completely honest, I lost trust in God. since then, I’ve been bartteling lukewarmness i’m my faith