So this is a real life thingy that happened to me Thank you all for reading my instructions and looking at everything i've posted :D Now, on with the show <3 ==================== - ✧ - ==================== So one of my really really close friends is named Danika, and we've been friends for over a year. We've had so much fun and we've told each other everything, like who we had a crush on and that kinda stuff. We're still really close :] So around a month ago, I've been feeling a bit different around Danika. She got a boyfriend ( @demon56790 ) and that felt strange. I wasn't really sure why.. but then I felt myself being drawn towards Danika. I was almost always by her side, and we goofed around a bit more than usual. She and her boyfriend were also being goofy too, but I wanted to keep her to myself, even if her boyfriend was my best friend. ( @demon56790 is my bff :P) So then, I realized that I was blushing around her, and I wasn't entirely sure why, because I've never thought of her in this way before. And I found out that I had a crush on her about 2 weeks ago. I didn't really tell anybody, until I told a couple of my closest friends, Isabelle and Marshal (@Y0urL0c4lTr4nsm4sc ). I trusted them to not tell anybody. Then I started telling more people, and I also trusted them. And me being really stupid, I decided to tell @demon56790 over 3mail. For some damn reason. So I told him "I'm in love with your wife :]" and then an hour later I replied with "please don't tell Danika... I only wanted to tell you because I TRUST YOU. :] please no telling a soul because I didn't tell anybody your crushes a while ago" and then later this morning he replied with "She alr knows and i swear to god [Bean] i know you can trust me but that’s to far" and then I asked him how she already knew and he replied with "Isabelle told her and Why do you like so many people and please k1ll your feelings for her please dude that heavily ways in my conscience" So now i've been really sad for a while and I want to keep me and my best friends relationship and I want him and Danika to be happy.. but I also like Danika. I can't just k1ll my feelings for her.. I want to like Danika but I want to be happy.. Anyways Danika is coming over to my house in a couple of minutes so byee :P wahh why is love so hard to deal with
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