┊ ➶ ｡˚ ° dead end - original song [demo version] ° duration ~ 3:19 recorded on my phone because i'm lazy (the quality gets better as it goes on imo) this has actually been in my notes since february :') i didn't think i would be able to get anywhere with this, so im just putting it out bc i dont have the motivation to work on it more apologies in advance for my mediocre piano skills and the LOUD keys ˗ˏˋ ʟ ʏ ʀ ɪ ᴄ ꜱ ˊˎ˗ time is so tight at this point at my life i'd like to rewind back to when i was five those years didn't go away, i still fear monsters going to bed each night, later and later i wish i could be better, but it just gets worse i see all of the people doing what they should happier than ever though it's not true and what do i deserve mother, i'll admit the things you've done i needed and father, wondering how you managed to get through this life is just so bitter trying to cut corners but i'll get stuck at a dead end just because it's useless useless useless how many of my friends actually like me when can i create things without them exploding the weight of too many secrets if i'm falling behind, what good is there left watching old habits return my vision spiraling, fighting an urge i'm a bag of bones, on the floor writing a song when i should be doing homework. mother, i figured you'd end up disappointed and father, i know all you can do is sleep on it life is just so messy makes a maze seem easy and i'll get stuck at a dead end just because i'm useless useless useless i'm afraid i'll lie i'm afraid of heights i'm afraid to drive i'm afraid you'll leave my side i'm afraid i'll lie i'm afraid of heights i'm afraid to drive i'm afraid so i'll remain so i can be the same but i'll never stay the same ˗ˏˋ ᴄ ʀ ᴇ ᴅ ɪ ᴛ ꜱ ˊˎ˗ - lyrics/vocals/piano by me - mixed with bandlab - thumbnail made with canva
