Rant and kinda vent my dad just told me over the summer I'm gonna have to wake up at a certain time like if we had school. WE HAVE NEVER done this before in my family and then now we have a bedtime which he never talked about until now ? Just let me sleep . . ? Im actually really angry about this I have always been able to go to sleep at a time I want and wake up whenever I want sleep for a whie this is for SUMMER BTW SUMMER HES MAKING ME WAKE UP EARLY FOR SUMMER Im starting to hate my dad a lot he does all the these things just to try and seem like a nice person but ehs not he forces me to do things and I hate it I just want a sorry from him I know this seems weird but just come on dude I have issues sleeping to i dont like sleeping schedules cause they don't help me so if I have to wake up at a specified time I can't get the sleep I need Im 12 and I need like 8-9 hours (I think) and I'm gonna get way less than that because of my dad im angry cause I don't want to do these things and I want to sleep but he wont let me I know hate is a strong word but he does way more things I can't say he calls me names that are NOT okay (Like the b word or something) it feels weird saying that I just hate him like a lot idk anymore also I think he's just making ME do it not my brother ust ME. HES 15 HE SHOULD GET PUNISHMENT 2 ! ALSO FOR WHAT HES DONE ! LIKE WTH ?? also I can tell u what my brothers done cause of scratch but my brother is probably gonna become a ped when he grows up i hate both of them UGHHHH Its always about my brother and never me i hate this Like my brother gets all the praise never any punishments but me ? I get blamed for everything I'm the liar of the family the one who doesn't belong. and yet my brothers a creep and they don't care i literally told them about what he did to me and they did absolutely NOTHING. I HATE THIS SO MUCH AND my brother takes photos and videos of me and it makes me super uncomfortable and I tell my dad what he does but I'm just a snitch for it according to my dad i cant take this Also their taking out Chromebooks on Monday at school Like a reason ? no I don't need a reason ? My paper heart is bleeding ? a bitterness repeating ? repeating ?/ref
i hate my artstyle also I was cutting up some watermelon today and it was rotten and I didn't know until I saw the inside and uh my mom still told me to cut it up and cut the rotten part out so I did and im not eating it but my brother probably is and I feel bad # R*dicalLeaveMochiAlone
