I don't know what to do. A part of me wants to leave. The other wants to keep me chained here. I regret everything I did, and everything I said. We blew things far out of proportion, and now we are paying the hefty price of a hefty loss. We all contributed to this, it was no one person's fault. If you're still out there. I am deeply sorry. I over reacted. We all did. I am far past forgiveness. We all are. His blood is on our hands. This is our fault. We should all feel ashamed of ourselves. I thought something like this would happen some day. I just prayed it didn't, but it was useless. It might just be over for me, with everything that's happening now. I can feel my heart breath. It breaths no faster than it usually does, but now it only breaths with sorrow, and regret. Everyone had a different reaction. All understandable. I've already lost so much. I can't lose more. Forgive me, forgive me not. It doesn't matter. The outcome is decided. Rest in peace this beautiful soul.
