45 random questions as Aelius

Instructions

01: to kick things off, share an unkown fact about you! A: uh, I like the show steven universe. 02: what is your unlucky number? A: seven. immediately seven. nothing good comes from seven. 03: name and pronouns! :) A: Aelius, He/Him. 04: what's your favorite hobby? A: I like drawing, mostly traditional. Also plants and stuff. 05: the last book you read? A: Uhh, I don't remember, I read a lot. 06: gender / sexuality? A: Transmasc and pansexual 07: to you, what came first: chicken or egg? A: chicken, nothing there to make the egg. But realistically, neither came first, as chickens evolved from dinosaurs, so ask which came first, the dinosaur, or the dinosaur egg? 08: what are your struggles in life? A: everything. probably addiction and coping with the fact that one day the universe will cease to be but my curse will remain, leaving me in an empty, cold, endless void with no one there. Knowing that everyone I love is gone. 09: what is your biggest pet peeve? A: Repetitive noises, also just when people are rude in general. 10: what is your mbti type? A: uh, I dunno, i'll update this when I take the test. 11: have you ever had a toxic friend? A: yeah, all of them basically. Except Alex, he's fine. 12: what is your favorite day of the year, and why? A: I like Christmas, it's nice getting the whole family together, and Christmas is just my favorite holiday overall 13: are you religious? A: Nope. I mean there's Leo and Lyra, but I know they're real, so of course I believe in them, I've literally met them. I'm not obsessed with them though, frankly I don't like them very much. 14: describe your personality from your perspective. A: Tired, dry, boring. I'm not very fun to be around, it's hard to be happy anymore, I try, but it's so hard sometimes. 15: what time is it for you? A: Uh, 5:30 am, I have not slept yet. 16: what is your dream job? A: Uhh, I dunno. I used to want to be a vet, then I realized I'd have to put animals down. Nowadays just being an artist is cool. 17: celebrity crushes (if you have/had any) A: Uhh, used to have a crush on Kaius, when I was like, six. I used to watch his movies all the time. 18: are you a perfectionist? A: Absolutely. If something I do isn't perfect I beat myself up about and it internally eat myself alive until I can't bear to think about whatever I did. Even though it's usually not that bad. 19: what type of friend are you (mom friend, social etc) A: I don't really know, probably the reliable one? I answer as much as possible, I know quite a bit about a lot of situations, always keep important things on me, etc. 20: what are 3 things on your wishlist this year? A: more crystals, more candles, more herbs. 21: what video games do you play? (if you do) A: I like Minecraft, and Cult of the Lamb, i've tried playing stardew valley but it's too boring for me. 22: are you afraid of change? A: Absolutely, just thinking about it freaks me out. 23: are you emotional? A: yessir. 24: what is your *inner* aesthetic? A: Uh, a lot, it's hard to pick one. I like celestial stuff, I like nature, I like 'whimsigoth', I like grunge, I still hold goth and emo close to my heart, I don't know. 25: what is your *outer* aesthetic? A: pretty basic, I don't dress up much unless I feel like it, usually just a more grunge-ish style though. 26: do you stare into space? A: yes. a lot. and sometimes it stares back. 27: are you a gullible person? A: nah, I've had too many people lie to and trick me in the past, I don't even trust obvious things from my own family. 28: introvert, ambivert, or extrovert? A: introvert. I hate people. 29: favorite food? A: Kind of shocking, pumpkin pie. also pecan pie. it's so yummy, especially my moms oh my stars. 30: most inappropriate thing you've done? A: [redacted] (+)