FINGERS SLIDE WHERE THE BRAIN IS CLOSE TO THE SURFACE AND PURSUE THE INTENTIONS LYING THERE 〉Decrease in amygdala responding, atypical responding of lateral prefrontal cortex and superior medial prefrontal cortex. Increase in amygdala activity, hypothalamus activity and periaqueductal grey responsiveness. Elevated threat responsiveness. Impaired social information processing. Decreased empathy. Deficits in modulating attention. Hypomentalization. Drifters; roamers; rapacious; domineering; avaricious; dauntless; bold; deviant; rebel. 〉Obsessive-compulsive, detached from the self. The self is a performance for others. Has a tendency to either come off as incredibly intense or incredibly detached. Intelligent and complex, in a way that seems two steps removed from pretentiousness, complexity is a way of protection from and a form of being genuine. Does not like tying the self down to regular social conventions, alters and systemhood, would rather be seen as unique and different. Consistently goes against social conventions, even in the smallest of ways. 〉Machiavellian egocentricity, Social potency, Coldheartedness, Carefree nonplanfulness, Fearlessness, Blame externalization, Impulsive nonconformity, Stress immunity. 〉Low HARM AVOIDANCE, a notable bias towards behaviors perceived as socially negative. This is connected to the strong internal morality, heavily punctuated as these socially negative tendencies are morally positive. MODERATE REWARD DEPENDENCE, seems to desire rewards only from those deemed close enough or ‘worthy’. High NOVELTY SEEKING and PERSISTENCE. Familiarity with the Juvenile Justice System. A chan user. Success is based on survival of the fittest; I am not concerned about the losers. I find myself in the same kinds of trouble, time after time. For me, what's right is whatever I can get away with. I am often bored. I feel justified in doing anything I can get away with to succeed. 〉The life of the antisocial is the most restricted by societal chains; Ouroboros; God. 〉When I discuss "strong internal morals", I'm not referring to socially accepted moral beliefs. JT has incredibly strong internal values and beliefs, contributing to his moral compass. Will die on certain hills. This is a trait I admire deeply. 〉JT is incredibly insistent about his negative traits and experiences, these define all current experiences, Lucian Scouler. Demonstrates nomadic antisocial traits. Moves like an only child. 〉Pervasive deviance, deception, impulsivity, irritability, aggression, recklessness, manipulation, callous and unemotional traits, feelings of contempt. 〉Sollux Captor, Aranea Serket, Aradia Megido. Jenny Holzer's Truisms. Jordaan Mason, the pAper chAse, Talkshow Boy. CONFUSING YOURSELF IS A WAY TO STAY HONEST
Not entirely finished, just wanted to get it out. Will probably update sooner or later. JT, if I'm wrong on any accounts, Kill Me. Okay? okay. #JTANALYSIS Update: Misspelled form. I have to rope.