scroll to see it also we dont talk about the image in the project lol so i had a pretty terrible weekend. i dont even know where to begin honestly i just feel like everything sensory wise is getting worse and its all too hot and loud and bright and i can barely function in places i go everyday especially school. its so loud and i guess its better because my friends are there and they help calm me down but its still so hard to deal with everyday. and some teachers dont let my wear headphones in class in case im listening to music and i wont hear them, even though its the opposite - if i have my headphones off i can only hear the ac and someones shoes squeaking in the hallway and a kid chewing gum and a kid humming and they all overlap and just make an unholy symphony of me about to cry in front of everyone (poem inspo??) on top of that my anxiety has been getting so bad this year and i will just get anxious about things that wont happen and about people who have repeatedly said im not annoying them or making them upset, but i just overthink and spiral. in the words of olivia rodrigo "every good thing is turning to something i dread" oh and also "push away all the people who know me the best" like wow relatable anyways im just so done with everything and idk what to do anymore
