Yk, I can’t stop asking myself... Do people really want me around? Am I being annoying? Does it seem like I don’t care about her? Am I being too clingy? What are they thinking about me? Am I just being an idiot? This is consuming me...Like, why does my mind always think these things? Why can’t I feel loved?? Why do I hate myself... I take everything personally, any criticism fills me with insecurities. I HATE MYSELF.
What if I simply disconnected from everything and everyone as if nothing existed? It's like I dont want to k myself but I don't have energy to live anymore... P.S. I disabled the comments because I feel that when someone comes to help me, I'm hindering them-
