you may not like yourself you may not want to live but remember people want you and there may people that don't but ignore them only follow the good you mater remember that. just because you had some bad times doesn't mean things won't get better things will get better you will met better people and make some fun memory's everything will be fine as long as people want you. you will get hurt you will not want to be here you will keep feeling pain and get more hurt but ending yourself will make other feel pain to so don't do it keep pushing no matter how bad it gets just keep pushing you matter and you are needed remember that. sometimes you'll date someone sometimes they won't want to be with you sometimes they will but even though some people don't want to be with you remember there will always be someone better and kinder that does want to be with you.