passion fruits are my least favorite fruit... i never actually knew her irl. she was semi-close to me though, same state... she was like my best friend for two years everything was perfect then suddenly she disappeared for a while, i didn't hear from them and then they told me that they might get amputated an i was concerned, obviously, because she was my best friend but 5 days later.. exactly 5... she said, "hi jay, i can't be friends with you im sorry" that's the simplified version of it but in that moment my heart broke the person i trusted for 2 years just went and said that she couldn't be friends with me for absolutely no reason. her first username i knew her by was something with that fruit i have trust issues now thanks to them i always screw it up at the beginning of the year my first "friend" she got too possessive and i left her. my other friend? i told her a secret, but i regret it so much... and i don't want to be friends with her anymore.... i regret going to the spring social, if i hadn't gone, i would've just stayed happy and i know she's joking but most of the time she wears down my self-worth to the point where i just feel stupid and nothing and she's always like staring me down if i do something like that to her so why won't she stop? i think i'll just do what i did with my other "friend" what did i do wrong...
app used: time took: i wonder if she regrets it forgot about me how she hurt me like that or if she's happy happy a 12 year old became depressed...
