Here is the context if you don't know: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1313169382/ I can't do anything right. I fail every single time. I'm not capable at all. What have I become? WHO HAVE I BECOME? This was all my fault. I could've prevented all of this. But no. I decided that pain and suffering was the right path for me. I'm the only one to blame for putting myself in a position like this. My ignorance and dumbness is what brung me here. I made them hate me. I don't know if I can continue living life like this. I'm too depressed to do anything anymore. I'm sorry I failed you Ejection... I'm sorry...
What's the whole point anymore? Everything is meaningless. No matter how hard I try, its all for nothing. Any signs of happiness and success is too good to be true. Nothing can go in my favor anymore. I don't even know if my salah and duas are getting accepted. I don't even feel like Ejection anymore... I'm pretty much a new, but crappy human who can't do anything properly.
