I'm fading. He was the only light I had, and we were rebels, and we swore to stay ignited like the brightest fire, chase each other through every loop, and till death do us part. So I swore to wait for him as his family tore him away from me, and he swore to wait too. But I don't think he's waiting anymore. I still sit and watch him, waiting for him to turn over from his desk in our second period and smile at me, like he would when it still felt like he was waiting. But he doesn't do that anymore. He laughs with his friends, chasing them like a rainbow he swore to chase forever, like he swore to me, but his run slowed to a walk, and now he walks the other way. He stopped replying to my messages, I fear maybe he's blocked me,, and it feels like the end. We swore to wait out the storm and find each other again, but you gave up and let the tornado whisk you away, and now I wait alone for it to be safe. I have no more rainbows to chase, no more stars to watch, no more moon to bathe in, and the sun is forever gone. All of it means nothing, take it all away and set the world on fire, but with him none of it hurts, and now that he's gone, it hurts like it's all at once. And he stopped waiting.
sigh. another vent r.i.p. I can't believe this, he's moved on already like we had nothing.
