Every time I do something wrong I feel like absolute crap, AND WHATS EVEN WORSE IS WHEN PEOPLE PIONT IT OUT AND START GOSSIP!!! It feels like whenever I tell my self what they say about me it feels like I'm feeding a monster inside of me that slowly eats every bit of hope and confidence out of me. I don't know, but it feels like I might have d3press10n, I have anxiety for sure. I cut my self and starv3 my self because I think that when others say I'm fat I am fat, so I put my self on a diet of only eating as little as possible and when I do something wrong I cut, scratch, slice, and bite myself and say in my mind "You are a fa1lure who deserves no love at all, not even rats could love you." I always want to kll myself...
